Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in culverin's LiveJournal:

Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
12:04 am	Beautiful Fullness of my sound reproduction well, 2 days in a row. somethings up right? eh. no, not really. just chillin at home. installed ut2004 and played at max settings. wow. perfectly smooth. my 2ms (millisecond) refresh rate LCD kept up just fine. i'm a happy camper. which means i'm now looking for something more intensive to give my system a workout. downside is that i've had my system spontaneously restart 2x on me today. once when i was firing up limewire after installing it, and the other was after installing the X-Fi sound patch for UT2k4. meh. handles fine now. father was to bring me lunch today, but got held up at the house cause the glass people came to install the new window (we/they had a break in) so he came upstairs (he's on the 9th floor/different company). to pick up the rent (i grabbed it from the renters last night before badminton). i was looking at the little bowl of whatever he gave me. turns out mother made a batch of stew. nice. i kinda wanted "mui garden" curry. but stew's good too. it's fresh. meaning no reheats yet. so the meat isn't fall apart tender yet. and she's missing the potatoes. and there's no brandy in it... no fried onions either... blah. mother doesn't cook with it. however, her proportions are better than mine, i always put too much meat. it was definately a nice surprise. and of course, my dad stuck me with 2 pears. i guess i gotta eat them. he always forces fruit on me. ugh. ................. speaking of badminton... i'm not stiff, and i'm not completley sore just a minor bit. like when u stretch, and you feel it's too far... but it's just a little less than what i can usually stretch then i feel the soreness. i was definately hoping for more, but considering i didn't collapse on the court like a dumbass, i should count myself lucky. my left forearm is definately soreish. the end result of this being lots of sweat, a good time and wanting to do it again. also left me very tired at work today. sleeping at work = bad. stupid job. argh. i have to keep getting up and walking around so i don't fall asleep at my desk. ...................... hmmmm.... lessee.... entertainmentwise. my new soundcard? can we just say it's the best audio i've heard not counting that Bose demo i went to down in the states. my parents' sound system, as good as it isn't set up right and the room totally sucks for acoustics. so lets just say i'm very very happy with my sound card. there is not more low end hissing even after my 3+ meters of headphone extension cable. so now that i've heard good sound and with my eventual replacement of my mp3 player (iriver ifp-799), i want to get something that sounds at least kinda close to it does on my home system. but i think i've kinda dug myself out a little hole here. imagine this. u know how your computer sounds pretty good? with onboard sound? better than you mp3 player (if you set it up right), yeah, well my old Sound Blaster Audigy (newt's now) sounded way way better. my X-Fi sounds miles beyond that, so my standards are once again at an unattainable level. go figure. apparently the 5th gen ipod (know to u ppl as the ipod video) actually sounds pretty good. well if i get one, it'll be a 6th gen (hopefully with the touch screen)... but that is still a long ways off. and after snowboard season. we'll see if i a: still have job b: still have money just imagine. ALL of Weezer, ALL of X Japan, ALL of Dragonforce, ALL of Billy Talent, ALL of Mika, ALL of Savage Garden, ALL of Greenday, ALL of M.O.V.E. *sudder*.... the possibilities and all at near lossless :D hell, the 60 gb player would hold EVERYTHING i own. oh well. money makes the world go round. and i spend it like it ends tomorrow ps. i got a hair cut. it's horrible. too lazy to do anything about it... it shall sit there until it blends in :p Current Mood: grateful for everything i have (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
12:09 am	New Computer so, tomorrow makes 4 weeks that i've joined the contributing member of society. and i must say, it sucks. at least the taxes do anyways. considering i get to keep about 75-80% of what i make, i can't believe this country is emptier than it is. i'm already pretty pissed at our leftwing country. stupid nurses, teachers, construction workers. piss off unions.... .... anyways. work isn't hard. but i'm going to have to find ways of keeping myself up. it's not a very social atmosphere. people don't really chat much so it's a big change from how i did things at BCIT. at school it was both ears with music cranked, and if somebody wanted to talk to me, a pen/pencil would fly past my face. at work, i can't really do that, it's bad enough that i'm constantly jacked in, but with my silicon bud headphones, it would be very bad to have my boss talk to me, and have me spin around, take off my headphones and say "huh? i didn't hear a word you were saying"... however, i have to give this to them. everybody works hard. and so far, in 1 month with plenty of deadlines crunching by, i haven't see anybody raise their voice or freak out. i think i'm with a solid group. bad bosses suck balls. considering mine don't run around tearing people new holes, i'd consider them good bosses. and with me being the newb, i answer to pretty much everybody. airport, city maintenaince facility, miliarty admin building, candy factory, airport baggage handling system... those are what i've worked on so far, and under somebody different everytime. however, the ever since friday afternoon (until tuesday noon), i spent me entire time running around printing off emails for project manager. apparently all external work related email are archived, legal reasons i think. pretty boring work, but still. they're paying me $18/hour to print emails, staple them together and stack them. so no complaints here. ---------------------- playtime: SATURDAY = movie: "My Super Ex-Girlfriend"... funny movie. it hurt to watch. some parts were just like reminders of what whackjob girls are like. ugh. can u say close to home? SUNDAY - built my new computer. i sold my old one off for $800 and got to keep the burner, soundcard and wireless network card. i bought a shiny case, and a killer 600 watt power supply. the computer is actually a "budget" machine. the cpu is the older single core type. but i finally got a gaming capable video card. and i traded off my old sound card to newt for a gig of ram. cause i got a new sound card. in maybe a long time i'll have enough money for a serious system. ************ if computer illiterate skip this next part ******************** so i was originally going to get myself a new athlon 64 on the am2 socket for upgrading reasons. considering that the new am3 is actually going to be backwards compatible i thought that would be an awesome idea. but then i put some more research into the the conroe (aka core duo) and it blows the amd cpus away. but checking my monetary situation (aka what i will be buying in the future) means i can't afford a conroe cpu. i will have to cheap out. so i ended up getting an amd 4000 single core with a micro atx board that jon offered to me for cheap. i got a creative x-fi sound card outta the deal so i'm a very very happy camper. i also picked up an eVGA 7600 GT CO 256 meg 128 bit vid card. not the best, but at $180 it's cheap. big thing is that my system is now much quieter. and my sound is killer. ************ end skipping ******************* i also grabbed my mom's old crappy ghetto blaster to hold me over until i eventually get myself a real stereo system. but for now, i can't really complain about my setup. the only thing i could use is another gig of ram. but i'll make do for now. MONDAY = load backups into new system. yay, everything is there! + aggravate over how i can make .flac's play on my system. finally got it to work much too late in the night. TUESDAY = vicky + me badminton @ bcit. fun stuff. not tiring, but sweatyish. my left forearm is a bit sore though. i don't think i'm going to do so well in the morning. so as of right now, life is looking mighty shiny (yes, i've started rewatching firefly). the only thing i'm angsty about is missing snowboarding for 2 weeks straight. i guess this saturday i can make it up. it's getting towards snow season. i can finally get my jacket repaired. stupid north face, and fake "infusion" technology. take a hint from helly hansen and do it right. argh!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
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Thursday, June 8th, 2006
11:29 am	Not Doing My Project Like I Should Be... you know when you had hopes? and reality was not as it seemed? this is one of those times. maybe i'm really that simple. but i angst about the stupidest things. I just found out that blood+ only started in october. and once again, i'm stuck waiting for weekly releases again. wtf? i thought it was long over and i could grab all the eps and barrel through it within my last weeks of school. considering i've been watching since saturday friday? and i'm already on like ep 28 i think i'm making good time. i would have been able to finish everything before i started work in like 3 weeks. i guess once i finish i can go and house hunt. i'm so lazy. this is when driving would come in handy instead of bussing everywhere. at least i finally got a phone. financially. i'm immature. i spend everything i get. i won oakleys (at work), and instead of trading it back for $140+tax and saving it; the day after, i get jon to ebay me a different pair of oakleys. can you say obsessive? when i get stuff, i have to go all out. stupid "go big or go home" motto. i'd say it's from boarding, but i think i've always been this way, an oppourtunist to the core. I can't really complaing though, because i can't say it hasn't done me good it's saved me buttloads of money and gotten me some really sweet gear... but it does have a horrible tendency to piss off everybody around me. Most of the time i got out i have to choke back on my own tongue to make bitchy scathing remarks, some sort of hero i am eh? so yeah. in case u don't read my xanga. puts me a soon to be ridiculously large count on oakley gear. 1 coming from ebay, 1 coming from pro form (with extra pair of special lenses), and on my next pro form i'm getting 1 pair of shades, 1 pair of glasses and a pair of wisdom snowboarding goggles. i'm currently sitting at a 2.8k buffer. my "immediate goal" is to keep it at 3 which should be enough to last me through my first paycheck even with moving out and all. 10k is my first goal from there. so i paid a dentist $200 - will be reimbursed so i'm ok my dad owes me $300 - which is perfect cause it'll cover my monitor downside is i will owe luke just under $300ish for my oakleys another downside is that i want to by a DVD - Macross: Do You Remember Love ~ Perfect Edition. apparently it's about $70USD, and then i'll have to get it shipped back here from japan. Newt wants to buy the orginal Art of Life single, and it's also going to go through the same friend from japan. but that also means i will have to take the oppourtunity (there's that word again) to buy some other X Japan stuff or just stuff from japan in general to save on the shipping. And i want to buy The Princess Bride DVD at save on foods cause it's just $10. on top of that, i've got a food list and i want to hit up all those restaurants before the end of summer. i've already done kintaro 2x. i want to go back again. i want to go to gyoza king, irashai sushi, guu... one more thing. i'm not that happy with my pc. it's slow. it's not even close to the p4 3.0 so i think i will hang onto this current setup 1 year max. probably less if i move out because it's too loud to run while i sleep in the same room. all that combined with my weekly often bi-weekly excursions out with the girls sets me back a fair amount. The more i think about it, the sooner i want out of the house. It's easy not to move out when you can't, but now that i will be able to. I want out, badly. I'm already emotionally distancing myself from the house and the parents. (not that it's particularly hard). so unlike other people i don't have money "woes". i have many wants. and very few needs, so no matter what, i can manage, but i really doubt anybody is really at the level of consumerist whore that i have attained. How many girls really stock up on shoes to wear at a future date? ------------------------------------------------------ btw. have you ever considered whether it's better to face temptation and win? or to avoid it? it's somethign that's been bothering me. should i face try and conquer temptation? is it not written (somewhere) to do my best to avoid when i may fall? because it does seem that if avoid temptation, then i avoid sin, and it's that the ultimate goal? but it also seems cowardly and will not lead to any sort of personal development. and it's that the purpose of life? to give ourselves a chance to prove just how strong we can be? or how pure we can be? goes that mean a hermit is a better person than most, because he is not given the oppurtunity to sin. ----------------------------------------------------- - and yesh. this was all written during class to procrastinate for a project. i am a horrible person. and i know it's messy, but that's just how my mind skips everywhere, it takes no effort at all to transcribe this garbage at is scrolls around in my head. ------------------------------------------------------ i'm being fake-emo and listening to Simple Plan. and still not really liking Ayumi's (miss)understood album. old stuff is better. i've also started up Heroes 5 and got bored of it. and i'm playing Freelancer, soon to bore of it too Need for Speed Most Wanted is next... and then i think it'll be time for a shooter again. i still need to borrow HL1 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
12:31 pm	ugh. more spending. here's a stupid question. how many pairs of oakleys can i own without going overboard?  i mean i just won a pair on sunday.  hooray?  but i'm trading them off to get money back for my shoes. but i've got another pair on the way.  the $500 ones.  and i'm ebaying a pair of wiretaps - 100 bucks only.  how could i refuse? :) then when the new batch of o-forms come in i'll get me a leather wallet, a-wires, wisdoms and a pair of glasses...  hah.  that'd make 3 pairs of shades, and 1 pair of oakley glasses. and i've still got my very pretty "black" ones the girls picked out for me. wasn't i saying something about saving money to move out?  *shudder*... once i start the new job it'll be nice.  i'll be able to buy more crap, move out AND save money.  hehehehe...  oh yeah. -------- i also got me a dvd burner cause the rom i got off of jon crapped out on me... and my dual xeon, though reliable isn't fast enough.   maybe i'll be able to hold off for 1 year?  cause my pc is my lifeline.  my messaging system, my prefered phone charger, my music player, my tv and vcr and gaming console all in one...  pc parts are usually worth me getting them.  ----------- i also start work in 28 days.  i have yet to return all the paperwork.  screw me.  i'm am also still rather un-nervous.  i really ought to be considering this will be the most important position of my life.  if i screw this up.  it'll be a lotta loss of face.  and future chances. oh yeah.  i updated my xanga profile with a whole buncha crap.  so my music, food and movies and stuff is all in there now...  as if i really have an online stalker.  so why did i ever bother?  oh yeah.  left over guilt from never doing it the first time over with my own page.  i still say that i'm going fire it up again...  such a procrastinator. ------------------------ i wish it was easier to hunt down jpop.  all i can find is the really new stuff.  jpop suki's tracker totally drops off in seeds within 3 weeks.  anything longer than 2 months is considered a dead torrent.  crap.  i wanna get my hands the mika nakashima singles (did you know "Cry No More" is the 2nd ending for blood+ its a pleasant surprise) and the rest of the janne da arc stuff.  (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
1:25 pm	reh? NO. OMG. O M F G! fyi yoshiki has myspace so now i have myspace http://www.myspace.com/yoshiki and yes. those are RARE never been released stuff on the site... Current Mood: omgomgZOMG! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
12:08 pm	i just noticed how emo ppl are on LJ.... :D i'm going to RANT. tic toc tic toc... time's a ticking for when i start work. July 4th. 7 weeks from this day. My future is really going to be shaped by how well i do in this job, if all goes well, i see myself scurrying up the ladder quite well, the job has some room for me to move up. On the other hand if it goes poorly, i'm not sure what i'm going to do. However, I am surprisingly unangsty about this job though, call it over confidence? Or just that it's too far ahead for me to deal with, 7 weeks will sneak up quickly. but it'll sneak, not scream loudly on the way to running me down. I really ought to finish off that paperwork and get it submitted. It also all depends on whether my parents kick me out or not. My stepmother and i don't get along, at least in the way that can't live together. My father is caught in the middle of her not doing house work and my continuous bitching of having to clean up other people (all 4 other members of the house). I know I'm difficult to live with cause i'm a bitcher, but at least i clean up after my own shit. I couldn't possibly bitch if there was no mess for me to bitch about now could I? The mess i make is entirely in my own room, there is NONE of my garbage elsewhere in the house. The problem is that she owns the house so it's her way or the highway. Another contributing factor is that my dad brings home in WAY less money than she does, she may not "make" more than him, but my grandmother is loaded and just gives my stepmother money. All 3 cars in our garage are handmedowns from my stepmom's mother, we sold one off already (there was 4 at one point). And my stepgrandmother paid for a huge chunk of the house too. So my father can't exactly "be a man" and "do the right thing"... so he ends up caving a lot. that and they both have short fuses. If i go, i wanna at least get newt outta the house, then they can live in their choose to wallow in the filth they created. With me actually being able to support myself (in 2 months) there's a good chance i will be forced to move out. The problem is that she keeps saying it, but i'm sure my dad would rather me stay it's just so much more efficient moneywise. I'm thinking if i managed to stay 2 years, i would be able to scrape together enough for a downpayment? and then i'd be set paying mortgage. Cause then it'd be MY house... i'd own it as much as any of your parents do paying off mortgage, it's still their house isn't it? i REALLY don't wanna borrow money off my parents. Even if it's the most efficient way, probably no interest, it's not like they don't have enough to spare. However, then i'd be in debted to them. i don't like debts. notice how i've got no credit card? It's already bad enough that religiously and culturally i'm forced to "honor" them and that sort of bull. In my book, honor is earned, it's a 2 way street. They haven't earned that. My father has earned my respect for putting up with a horrible child. So he's got my respect. My stepmother put up with me because she chose my father. so i'm the baggage she has put up with. It was her choice. And also how much face they would lose in kicking me out. That's what rich ppl care about. How much face they lose with each other. It is a parents choice to have a child. It is a choice. Unless you got raped i don't wanna hear any crap about a "single parent". Um... here's an idea? don't have children unless you're financially secure to weather whatever fate throws at you and your child? Alone. Without your mate. Just be cynical for a second and look at the divorce rate? Not so pretty eh? Well live in that little ivory tower of yours and i'll wait for it to all come crashing down. It's called not being realistic and planning ahead, do you really think you're going to be that 1/3 of couples who lasts longer than 10 years? blah, blah, blah... "we're special. we'll last"... um. sure. if you say so. Maybe this hits a little too close to home for some of you? but it's the truth. Animalistic urges be damned, don't bitch unless it was outta your hands completely. Having a child isn't right just because you want one, are you able to raise the child as the child would deserve? no? but you had one anyways? guess you cared more about "the joy of parenthood" then the well being of your child. ouch? yeah. if it hurt, it was probably deserved. blah blah blah.... back to my living situation.... Moving in with my aunt (with the cat) isn't an option. i'd be imposing. though the cat would love me to bits. so that leaves me with hoping i'll be living at home for a while yet. then again.... it brings me to Uberspending: while i'm still at sport chek i intend to spend money. lots of money. despite my not having run once since the sun run (and only 2x in the 2 months before that)... i still intend to keep up running. so i gotta stock up on shoes while i've got the chance. in fact, i want to get everything i can possibly get while i'm still working there, cause afterwards, i won't be able to get stuff so cheap anymore (if my cousin doesn't work at comor next year). i gotta balance off my current savings vs planning for the future. cause i am going to buy all this crap eventually, so better i do it when i pay half for everything right? but then my monetary buffer is shrinking daily. All the sports gear + me eating. I think my appetite has shrunk quite a bit since i've cut myself down to 3 meals a day max. In fact i notice myself eating less for dinner in the past months. The problem is that i'm going out to eat at least once a week. + buying food at school. If i could eat for free, i'd be rich. well richer i guess. oh and i'm caving and getting a cell... soon. stupid peer pressure. that and i'm going to have to slim down my wardrobe. the sheer amount of clothes is have is ridiculous. gimme enough socks and underwear and could last 1.5 months of shirts and probably 2 weeks of pants. i'm going to have to shift from dressing like a bum to dressing like i'm a office stiff. gee. great. i'm too short and thin to pull it off. stupid metabolism. resists putting on pounds. resists gaining muscle. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
12:43 pm	well, this week was a vicky week. kinda she finished exams on tuesday night so it was like her on wed, thurs and sat. yesh. i told her to far away from me on friday. 4 days straight? i'm sure murder would be on the agenda by that fourth day. Wed: i had inteview downtown. it went very well. i got a good offer. i'll think about. the two of us went out to watch V for Vendetta. i've never read any of the comics, but the movie was good, really good. action was ok. story was better. But best part was that it made me think. It drew a lot of parallels with a totalitarian goverment, a human rights, nazi's, extermination, and yeah, lots of stuff. totally recommend the movie. Thurs: Vicky picked me up right after class. then We went to aberdeen. first stop: food court at that japanese place... got the okonomiyaki (japanese pizza) and takoyaki (octopus balls). the takoyaki were sitting in this little heater thing so they weren't very fresh. but still it's takoyaki. i really wasn't expecting vicky to get the pizza on top of that, but hey, if she can handle it, all's good. it added up to be a lot of food, but still we finished. not bad eh? Took our sweet time shopping at daiso. That place still blows my mind, everything is $2. but the same stuff elsewhere would be around $5-10. We bought stuffed animals for ppl: Amy an orca http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORjOmiluonc Newt a penguin - go watch march of the penguins Livi a bunny handpuppet - bad students, BAD!.... bunny says, "sit down and shut up" - i await the day she does that :p Irene a dog - dogs are cute and tiny... after that, we picked up mayo for newt at dan-d-pak, vicky's such a trooper driving me everywhere... oak street sucked, but on granville there was no traffic, we got lucky.we got there a little early, so we wandered over to Choices across the street. guess what i found? Terra Blues. i've been looking for a while, and now i've found them. best chips ever. the full of potato flavor, and smooth texture. but i've already ranted about them a couple months backturns out, vicky was looking for the same thing... Her mom is entertaining. i like her mom. Their relationship is different to say the least. and vicky's mom doesn't believe in blue potatoes. they don't exist. so it's up to vicky to prove her wrong. >>>> random fact: vicky quacks. litterally. outta nowhere, just *quack* who's a quack? *ducks* <-- the action, not the animal that makes the noise... <<<< sympatico for dinner, that greek place on west fourth we discovered about a month back. really good food. i got the other lamb this time, and the portions were big. not really as much rice as i wanted, but i didn't really eat all too much cause of the food at aberdeen. i've noticed that since i've started skipping lunch my dinner capabilities have really shrunk. ------------------------------------------------- 46.27 - yay That's my time for the sun run. when i crossed the finish line, it said like 49.50 or something. rock on, it's faster than i thought, but slower than i hoped. all in all, i'm rather happy with myself, not too shabby considering that lack of training. what went right/what i did right - got arm wallet from sport check to hold my iriver. no shaking headphones, nothing. awesome - went back inside to pick up sunglasses after seeing sunniness outside - gatorade + powerbar for breakfast - pee'd at mcdonalds before race. it's like in the morning when you've got a really full bladder. yeah. that was me, i just stood there forever. lol. i'm glad i didn't run with an overloaded bladder - buzzed my head the night before. what went wrong/what i did wrong - new socks + newer shoes = blister. i'm hoping it's my socks. my shoes cost too much. my nike drifit socks have this fuzz between the bottom and top. and on the arch of my foot i got a blister. it started to hurt at about 9km. - freaking COLD. before the race started, i was shivering it was so cold. all from me wearing a super breathable skin tight top. i should brought an old shirt and tossed it out in the beginning. woulda sucked if i had cramps before it even started. luckily i just walked around in the bright sunlight warming up a bit - stretching. i shoulda done more, just in case. nothing went wrong, i'm not really sore now, and i didn't cramp up. but if woulda sucked if i did. all in all, i'm feeling pretty full of myself. i coulda pushed harder and got under 45 mins (my goal). and with a bit of training i coulda easily been closer to 40. but i took it easy as it was my first time. i think i saw KaiYen? (is that her name?) maybe not? she went to north? works at the metropolis sport chek? or i was just imagining ppl. kinda surprised i didn't see yvonne... or anybody else that i know. music that kept me alive (albums) M.O.V.E (deep calm, grid, boulder) Linkin Park (meteora, hybrid theory) Hight and Mighty Color (gou on progressive) lotso Eurobeat - again, screaching tires is kinda freaky when you're running on the road Dragonforce My Chemical Romance Evanesence i think i need more angst in my life to become a better runner. i've got no stress to bleed off. and angsty music doesn't let me tap into a non existent well. --------------- oh yeah. i won my battletech tournament. so apparently i've still got it. :) not bad considering my 2 year hiatus and i was playing some vetrans of the game who have probably been at it many more years than me. not that any of you care :p ---------------- our group's been together since grade 12. i'm not sure how much longer we're going to last... a late comer is about to leave to work for a big company in the states. neither my parents or i want me to stay at home. we don't get along. and if that's the case i ought to head to calgary or edmonton. and then what will happen? i'm usually pretty dense, but even i can see some friction in our group of friends. so obviously it's there. and if i leave BC who's going to follow? who's going to stay? and who's going to move even further away? i'm not going to join my friend in the states. LA sucks. you can see the smog as the plan approaches the city. but then who's going to join me in alberta? it's cold. AND who wants to leave home that badly anyways? then again. i think the job offer i got is killer, like something i really wanna end up doing. vancouver is warm. has all the good restaurants and i've got a season's pass for next year at grouse already. i guess we'll find out within the month. if that's the case, it'll depend on whether my parents are going to kick me out yet or not. If i stay at home, then i can save some money and make some good headway into saving for a house. If i'm out, well i guess i'll have party house and it'll take me forever to get my own home. blargh. why couldn't i have been born to ppl either richer or more poor. why the rich enough to be lazy, but not rich enough to have a house bought for me? by september, hopefully my life will be all set and we'll just go from there. oh yeah. and ppl come over for food when i move out (*ahem* ed+di) then you will buy me groceries in exchange for me cooking your meals. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
3:17 pm	i have LJ ~ von "forced" me to get an LJ so now i've got myself an LJ... so far, i'm not sure how often this will get used. but umz... for new ppl who i've added? i update my xanga daily. http://www.xanga.com/culverin for now, that is all (Comment on this)